lost souls forever

I have a feeling that I should just NOT get my hopes up about ANYTHING in this situation because I am so sick of assuming/guessing and being wrong.

Torn between thinking what you told me is awesome and wishing that I was still clueless about it.

HOME. Tanned and tired from relaxing so much. See ya tomorrow, reality.

Sick in bed 3 days before I’m meant to go away on holiday. Oh yeah, btw guys, I’m going to Samoa on Wednesday for 8 days so I probably won’t update at all because I’ll be too busy lying on the beach and snorkelling and eating fresh fruit and doing fun island stuff. Soz.

Watching the video of hologram-Pac. I… I just like, don’t get how they’re doing it. It is a mysteryyyyy to me. Fucking holograms, how do they work?1!

I am all kinds of wasted right now. 

My best friend is here and I have the night off work and we’re going to party and dance until we fall down or something ok.

Note to self…

Don’t have your iTunes on shuffle while watching porn because Phil Collins just might start playing and things will get awkward.

It’s so fucking muggy. My window is open and listening to the rain is nice though. Gonna be sleeping on top of my covers tonight even though I bought new sheets today. Cursing/loving the fact that I live in walking distance to a Briscoes.. 
Excited to work this Stolen Rum party tomorrow night. It should be heaps of fun but there’s a 7 page brief that I have only glossed over soooo yeah. I never was good at studying. It will be sweet though, there’s only a few drinks to learn, a bit of history about Jamaican funeral rituals (the rum that is being launched is named after the ritual called Nine Nights) which is actually really interesting and Sally will be there. Plus, getting $20 an hour to bartend is nice.
In other news, I really would like to have sex with someone soon or I’m going to go insane/I think it might close over/I’m going to forget how to. 

Now I remember why I mostly hate writing personal entries. Because they are so boring. Soz.